My Own Words.

Home

You used to swallow the bones of me

You used to be the only light through the tree

And now you try to hurt me like before

But I don’t need either of you anymore

A swap of suits is how we used to deal

But if I was ever the joker it was for my own appeal

I can be my own person no bounds or rules

And you can keep her, but you are the fool.

Goodbye former home, you were cruel to me

Lets stay apart forever, now that I’m free

I’ll come touch your presence on a certain day

I’ll come sleep in your atmosphere but I will not stay

Remember the night you stole my fate

To try and salvage your own but its always too late

You can change your face but never your face

I’ll see you forever as a chapter, a moment, a trace

I’m not sure I’m running or escaping from the past

But i’ll whisper it into the grass when I find home at last

A lingering uncertainty wont cloud my way

For the fog from behind me gets thicker everyday

Goodbye former home, you were cruel to me

Lets stay apart forever, now that I’m free

I’ll come touch your presence on a certain day

I’ll come sleep in your atmosphere but I will not stay

Chloe Parkin.

I wrote this today about home I suppose. Thought I'd add the lyrics here. I just feel my life isn't really meant for here anymore. Not after everything that has happened, I suppose this is all my feeling in one lovely depressing song.

(I'm almost thinking that Charlottesville in the USA is gonna be my dream big home, I talk of briefly here.)